Beautiful Nightmare…

YOU are special….watever ppl say or think!..
A well-known speaker started off his seminar
by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he
asked,
“Who would like this $20 bill?”
Hands started going up.
He said, “I am going to give this $20 to one of
you
but first, let me do this.
He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill.
He then asked, “Who still wants it?”
Still the hands were up in the air.
Well, he replied, “What if I do this?”
And he dropped it on the ground
and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty.
“Now, who still wants it?”
Still the hands went into the air.
My friends, we have all learned a very valuable
lesson.
No matter what I did to the money, you still
wanted it
because it did not decrease in value.
It was still worth $20.

Many times in our lives,
we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt
by the decisions we make and
the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless.
But no matter what has happened or
what will happen, you will never lose your value.
Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased,
you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE
you.

The worth of our lives comes not in what we do
or
who we
know,
but by WHO WE ARE.

You are special- Don’t EVER forget it.”

Count your blessings, not your problems.
And remember: amateurs built the ark …
professionals built the Titanic.
If God brings you to it - He will bring you through
it.

Well like it or not..things dat happen..just hav to face it..watever comes my way in de kaleidoscopic mortal world..hav to endure it..thanx to the text above it really wake me from my state of denial…felt very worthless for quite some time.but now hav to live life to the fullest..never know wat happen next..life is short have to live it to the fullest.. treasure the moments.

the strength of our lives is determine by our own will power and the worth of our lives comes from who we are..not by what others think about you

yeah… I Am Special in my own unique way!

pain felt by de mortals is killing me..haha..no la actually my finger got injured..now can’t type properly..cacat..hihihi..luckily its temporary..but still have to endure de pain..erm..bla-bla..ntah apa mau tulis ni..just wasting my time here..torturing saturday..i can say..bossed around by my boss at home a.k.a my parents..hua hua hua

Living in a whole new world…made me feel so insecure..I don’t know why..mortal world..diffrent maybe.People say you must be confident wit urself..be who you are..but i always want to compare myself wit others..why?

Sometimes feelings and emotions are SO hard to be put into words….*sigh!

hmm..tommorow, Monday..today Sunday which I forgot that today memang Sunday because I asked someone wether he’s going to office or not today..haha..mabuk..quite not used to live in the mortal world.perasan angel lagi la ni..

Boring sunday afternun la today..din go taekwondo training..nothing to do,so just lazying around. then again same routine have to do all week..house chores..uhuhu..broken wings, crushed to pieces..now jadi orang gaji..truly i have fallen from grace..haha..

in de meantime gotta do something to keep my mind of the most scary issue for me rite now..judgement day..wether i’ll be stuck here in de mortal world forever or transported back to where i belong..hehe..

Hello Monday and de typical day in my daily life

wake up to reality girl…there’s nothing you can do about your past..so,let it go.move on..some people may say..hmm, writing crap pagi2 .. macam teda kerja, ada actually but dat one can wait..house work..anytime la,but sometimes it is a race against time…haiya..really..u can’t cook lunch after lunchtime rite..huhuhu..wat is dis..ketara la teda benda mau ditulis..

panas la betul cni..i wonder why.[stufit! memang la panas,this is not heaven..]..hmm, memang in de state of denial la sekarang ni..being out to the mortal world..hahaha.

truly i am thrown out of heaven..haha..kena buang la tu..punishment maybe..all this while ingat kan bulih duduk inside comfort zone ja. where everything is nice and according to plan..rupa-rupa nya tidak..now i know how does it feel to be an under-achiever..the feeling is NOT GOOD..under pressure by a lot of things lately,totally ruined the start of my holiday.

i dunno maybe i’ve done a lot of mistakes before..or the problem is just me..hmm..my brain is not working properly now..haha..i guess not only now..memang always like dat..jadi buduh sudah..makin lembap n makin gemuk..holiday start n i gain weight..haha..mau jadi babi la..kijap jadi munyit, kijap babi, bulih buka zoo sudah..

evrything in de future seems so bleak now…light at de end of the tunnel pun mau hilang sudah..heh..tulisan jiwa2 betul ni..wekkk!….perkataan yang lebih mudah..I Hate My Exam Result..one wish dat i really want rite now is to turn back time..which is so impossible! ARGHHHHHH…