As usual…*what do you want more?
As usual la…nothing special happen lately. Why I type about this also I don’t know. Approximately one month to go to be a student. And then after that, life will change..*hopefully*
Last night I slept for almost 11 hours. went to bed at 9.30pm and really get out of bed around 8.30 am. Talk about being a productive person these days, i will be last person in the list. With the counting of the days for the exam, life is not looking so nice ahead.
YET.. I am still like usual..
Lazy & unmotivated. Though many of my friends say that the way to motivate ourselves *the final year~final sem* is to keep reminding ourselves that everything that we gonna do this time gonna be for the final time for the rest of our lives. Hmmm..ok
There are times in your moments that you will feel empty and blank all together at the same time. and YES.. I am feeling that way now. What I am typing here is just following whatever my head says so. Nothing planned or what so ever.
*listening to Beautiful Liar by Beyonce now*
I guess I am indeed a beautiful liar..haha..not literally though. My image now is so hideous because can’t get hold of myself these days..no time to put on make up..(ok, exception for fridays only la because I have no early morning classes and of course the weekend is coming soon). However, these days weekends also don’t mean so much anymore
Fridays classes will end around 5pm and of course exhaustion lead the way and I will end up resting all the way till Sat. And of course Saturdays there is always something to be done~ backlogged laundry, mess of books to be cleaned, room to be cleaned, procrastinating of course…And O ow..Sunday comes…Early morning have to go to church..ride the stinky and stupid bus to go Komtar(malas u know wanna go to church this way every weekend*hate this!)..Sunday Mass..then as usual Breakfast or rather Brunch. Then if rajin go waste time at the mall.If not go back hostel..then of course will waste time by sleeping as well. Almost the whole sunday gone..by nightfall, have to worry for monday~due date for Biostatistics tutorials submission..
~Damn, I hate my routine..
(p.s: Sheila, if you happen to read this, hahaha.banyak hensem ko cakap de budak-budak lelaki for malam borneo…nda la banyak sangat tu…but since all banyak yang fresh2 muka. at least ada OK2 sikit la daripada yang dulu2 semua muka kampungan jak…hehehe)
