Beautiful Nightmare…

I dunno wat the heck does it mean but it really shoved my eardrums more to go inside more because of the heavy bass from the latin inspired hip hop music. So long d i din torture my ears to loud music *yea gone are the days when partying is just the way of life*.

Damn, I wish life is MUCH simpler than it is now. *actually it is so easy, but me being indecisive over a handful of little things just complicate the situation* Contemplation played a big role in my everyday life, I guess it is so much better doing things without much planning. So much of planning will only bring chaos. Hurgh..dun like it.

Ok, people those who may care to read this, m goin to Penang maybe this SUnDay so whoever is free do contact me, I am in this desperate need of a buddy to hangout with later during my stay there..*hua hua hua pathetic me*..Will be having like 2 weeks or so in Penang, so m free and if you are free, find me! *please ..hehehe* Or maybe suggestions on what things to do will also be accepted…haha..macam reality show pula..Duh.

I wanna sleep but my head telling me not to. My eyes half open already but my brain still pushing myself to the edge…Gotta attend an interview tomorrow. Breaking into tourism and hospitality industry.apart from the attempt to venture out to sales now Hehe..straying so far from my original field..Teaching…BUt its OK

A word of wisdom to those who are still studying…don’t be afraid to try new things you never know what is in store for your future. In the mean time while getting your paper qualifications, try to brush up on other essential skills (esp communication) and be open to possibilities.

I haven’t been blogging here regularly anymore…Maybe because friendster blogs is not as nice as Bloggers, Wordpress etc. Friendster blogs features are very weak, it takes me ages to upload a pix on this posting…and I dont understand why they keep changing the layout of the profiles but NOT trying to improve their blogging feature.

Ok..Now its ME time..stories that hasn’t been updated since I said buh-bye to campus life. I am now enjoying my life to the fullest now. Well, if anyone are able to have this opportunity many will shout for joy.. But me…I am gonna think twice..ahaha*ungrateful me talking here*. Now it’s July already and I am receiving my scroll by next month. That means May had passed * which I had filled in with cultural linked activities, embracing my roots of KaDus culture..hectic hectic month of May*…Hmm..June I wasn’t very sure what I did, but it passed kinda quickly also with all the weddings, which at the same time I also jadi busybody.

…And now..It’s JULY!…wow, almost 3 months of optimum relaxation..*anyone wanna trade place with me*. In the meantime to pass the 3 months, I welcome request for people, yes people who would like to study and get a degree but a little unproductive in the assignment making department, request are welcome to be sent to me…and I charge reasonably..haha..a little unethical..but what the heck, everybody is doing it..haha

The other day, I went for an interview and got turned down. Overqualified..hmm..sad but true.Class Assistant is just not for me.all permanent posts are kinda hard to get especially when people know that I might be called up by the government to teach..haiya..so much of being a teacher..Now, gotta wait to be posted pula..LAMA BETUL!In the meantime, onli jobs fit to be a buruh kasar suitable for me..easy to get, easy to quit.

So, being free and available ..haha..m flying to Penang on 22 Jul..So,my old frens there u gotta bring me out cos we gonna paint the town red! …Don’t forget also, my convocation on 19 AUG..haha..iklan now dis..come la ok..free entrance to USM..hehe..bring flowers (digalakkan) and angpau (lagi la dialu-alukan)..Hehe..I am just joking abt the gifts.

Lessons in Life

By Regina Brett The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio

To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught
me. It
is the most-requested column I’ve ever written. My odometer rolls over
to
50 this week, so here’s an update:

1. Life isn’t fair, but it’s still good.

2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.

3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

4. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

5. Pay off your credit cards every month.

6. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

7. Cry with someone. It’s more healing than crying alone.

8. It’s OK to get angry with God. He can take it.

9. Save for retirement start ing with your first paycheck.

10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11. Make peace with your past so it won’t screw up the present.

12. It’s OK to let your children see you cry.

13. Don’t compare your life to others’. You have no idea what their
journey
is all about.

14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn’t be in it.

15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don’t worry; God
never blinks.

16. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get
busy
dying.

17. You can get through anything if you stay put in today.

18. A writer writes. If you want to be a writer, write.

19. It’s never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one
is up
to you and no one else.

20. When it comes to going after what you love in lif e, don ‘t take no
for
an answer.

21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie.
Don’t
save it for a special occasion. Today is special.

22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.

23. Be eccentric now. Don’t wait for old age to wear purple.

24. The most important sex organ is the brain.

25. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: “In five years,
will
this matter?”

27. Always choose life.

28. Forgive everyone everything.

29. What other people think of you is none of your business.

30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.

31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

32. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends
will.
Stay in touch.

33. Believe in miracles.

34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you
did or
didn’t do.

35. Whatever doesn’t kill you really does make you stronger.

36. Growing old beats the alternative — dying young.

37. Your children get only one childhood. Make it memorable.

38. Read the Psalms. They cover every human emotion.

39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else’s,
we’d
grab ours back.

41. Don’t audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

42 . Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.

43. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

44. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

45. The best is yet to come

46. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up!

47. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

48. If you don’t ask, you don’t get.

49. Yield.

50. Life isn’t tied with a bow, but it’s still a gift.