Beautiful Nightmare…

everything is gonna be alright, everything is gonna be ok. That’s the only consolation that I can give to myself to keep the optimism running high. Since the new year came, it had been a hell-of-changes that was happening in and around me.

apart from putting on some "lunok"..haha.i am also adding one routine to my daily timetable that I shouldn’t do in the first place ~afternoon nap. Without it these days, I rarely can survive the day.

this coming week, will be quite or rather really hectic. more planning to do. lesson plans to type. teaching aids to do. school sports is at the end of the month, and more fun under the sun actions will be done.

and a musical concert coming up for the youth day that will be held at the parish church. I just don’t realise since when I have been so involved with the youth activity lately. God’s calling. maybe or is it just a way to divert my attention to the things that I am not suppose to think, worry and missing so much about.

the balance made it perfect but i guess am tipping over the scale because there’s not much of me-time anymore. huh.

after resigning from RRR, now am living my life as a teacher.

and to my horror, and also worst nightmare came true.. I have to teach MATHEMATICS for form 3 and from 4….ahhhhh…PANIC ATTACK!

Now I regret for not taking the job from one of the private school in KL to teach science which is a far better subject to teach.huhu..how? I am very bad in calculations let alone gotta teach the knowledge that I have not using or read for more than 7 years ago. HELP!!!

all these made me to feel very nostalgic about my previous job where everything is simpler and lively!

knowing that I have to teach here in my hometown made me feel very seriously redundant; it’s the place where I grew up, my siblings go to the same place where I teach, see the same faces wherever you go, gossip about almost the very same thing. I guess the windows to the outer world is closing in quite fast at a steady pace. I felt that I am some kind stuck somewhere and God knows how long this gonna be.

Hola…it has been ages since i updated this friendster blog.

Advent is now, time to ponder and check on ourselves, its the coming of Christ the King…

be prepared or you will only get a cool tshirt this year like adam and eve over there…hahaha..

updates on me, RRR staff party click here

m working now

rasa ria tuaran

recreation events coordinator…*still in training though*

dun question it..

dun ask why I am not a teacher now and why I am not teaching yet

ask the government..

ask them why are they so slow

in the meantime…

I sulk, I frown, I complain, but I have to love it to pieces…all things are blessings in disguise

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Ini-ini saja lah kami yang turn up that day..kasian kan..tapi siok juga la after  such a long time nda jumpa, especially azlina..I havent met her since like 5 years ago. the rest, got other commitments that day and can’t make it. I just hope some time in the future they will be a time to gather and catch up  with each others story because the older we grow, it is not the wiser we get but we tend to be  so caught up with our lives only and forget that we do have our friends to cherish…

From left: Pat, me, Lina…the 3 gorgeous ones and the other 2 hensom boi kunun sana is Geraint and Lyrone. I guess 5 years is quite long to see the changes in us. Another 5 years…hmmm..takutnya, I wonder how much we will change..

p/s: Sorry for the exmrsm graduating at ums, cant come to ur convo.not free, karaja ba..anyway all the best for the future and congratulations!

FOr almost three long months..of happily living my life to the fullest at home ..now am doing it at a resort in TUaran..Quite nice job..survive the first 3 days succesfully..but am slowly turning into a red lobster now..but soon gonna be a very big burnt lobster..and lama2 ni jadi burnt toast..I have to spend my working hours in the sun..baking myself apart from enjoying the sea breeze and entertaining and assisting guest in recreational activities..uh..I just dun understand how the mat sallehs loved the sun so much..and me..trying to avoid it as much as i can..

*sigh, I am not fair anymore…got a nice tan though

Jalan2 in Penang…the result

1) gone sakai in g hotel at gurney drive

2) develop "kerinduan’ for food and the other nice things there

3) having extra spare tyres because of great food

4) money running low…miskin sudah!

when i was small, i remember watching the TV and loving the high school movies so much…wondering how would I cope in such age in the future. Well, time flies then I was in high school already, then again the movie flicks showcasing college life…rararara..so much fun, how ppl look up to college kids, being popular and can try so many stuff…now I am in neither one of those time zone.

Well, now looking back to all those moments I was wishing to be in another stage rather than embracing the life that I have, little did I know everything changes and pass by so fast and now I am not in the High School Age…*with the high school musical 2 coming out making it more obvious now* ;also I am not in college anymore. Those times had past and now, it is another time zone. unpredictable and i don’t know; so many things are coming my way still…hmmm

as promised the recent convo pixs had been posted in my other blog…so enjoy.

Finally! Ok..first and foremost a BIG thank you for all…thanx for the love and support during my convo and also throughout my 4 years in college. All those tears, fears, joy, cries and etc….now concluded into an event which was not so fun actually…COnvocation is not a bed of roses as one might think..SO many things to take care of..and now I understand why such events need at least an event planner to get things running smoothly. Look out for pictures and more things to be posted soon. Till then cheers* enjoy life and each moment that you have.

God…forgive me for posting this. But this truly a sick joke..hehehe

There once were two priests, father Dick and father Ray.

But nothing happened for he was all out of soap, so she goes on
yanking and pulling his penis for the next few minutes until, to her
delight, she squeals "Oh! Look, handcream!"